覺得自己是傻瓜....
為什麼要當這樣無趣的出氣筒角色
FUCK anyway, how fool I am to pay my care and expectation...
Maybe I have some unrealistic expectation on him that makes me be patient
Honestly, I found this is the only last thing I can have my mercy and helpful asistance
I don't expect it will come true, for the selfish and firthy thought...
However, let him see myself or treat me a trash, making me a fool and an awful friend.
I feel no mood for the original expectation of him, cause I know it only makes me a joke and a shameless fuck-ass.
I can accept a mercy fuck, but not a despiteous fuck...
I should avoid to make myself into the fuck-ass like that.
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